death....

sandraaa~ gives the best presents!!!

Dear mosquitovampire~

Today was my birthday party and it was extremely eventful. The funniest thing was that Kim made Sandra and Linda pose as if they were making out!!

Sandra's leg was like in between Linda (who was sitting on a chair) and Sandra was leaning in on Linda!! ><

HILARIOUS!!

Sandra ; picture above, and 20 bucks

Linda & Kim ; cow pencil case and colourful pens that have black ink in aLL of them ><

Sabrina ; cute card, onyx stone pendant; apparently i need more wisdom tch

Lisa ; 17 dollars

Nam ; card, phone charm; chocolate

Julia ; mobile holder, chocolate, piggy plushie

We mostly played on the Wii, archery was an EPIC FAIL!!

My voice is dead and I have a random blocked nose; I wish I was photogenicc!~

Thao is such an EXCELLENT singer!~

HONEY!~ She's probably living some sort of secret life and loving the songs and people she meets! ^.^

Can't wait to see youuu~

ohdear! NOMO!~

ANYEONGGG~

blown.away

so tranquil~

Dear mosquitovampire,

First things first!
Thao is like a 'fricken pro at singing! So much better than me, but then again I can't sing!~

Iwould put the file of her singing in but i can't so *criess*

Today Nam gave me chocolate!~ so nice but she didn't have to ><>

north shore, got the cake, at some food and blogged.

Thao and I are over the embarrassment of sending each other stuff, BUT! we're on a scary roll of sending each other stuff (weird!)

nothing to talk about today and please call me before you arrive at my house if you're arriving before 10am because I need to be ready and at homee.

Song Seung Hyun!~ that's a pic of Lee Hong Gi up there though...

Thao is so amazing!!! I'll shall blackmail her tomorroww~ keke~

BYE~

happy.but.sad

THANK YOU!~

Dear mosquitovampire~

Today was my birthday and it was very loud and a tad annoying. Honestly I just wanted to be treated normally and what Lisa did no offense DUDE kind of made it a bad start to the day. Just a small one, because my embarrassment makes me really annoyed at random things; I don't like being annoyed for no reasonn..

I'm so happy that I got such a nice birthday present from Nam, it's definitely a present that I will love and treasure FOREVER! Now I just need to get Song Seung Hyun's signature on it ^.^

Maybe I should start learning Korean... I really want to BUT I can't find the motivation to do anything reallyy. *sigh*

I've been listening to the same two songs ever since I got home, and I'm not bored! I've probably listened to them like 100 times over and overr! 2AM's 'Like Crazy' and 'You wouldn't answer my calls' are SOOOOOOO good! Maybe it's because I'm into ballads and guys who can sing BUT! who's to judge? :]

Song Seung Hyun Song Seung Hyun Song Seung Hyun Song Seung Hyun

Lee Hong Gi Lee Hong Gi Lee Hong Gi Lee Hong Gi

(according to official website)

Lee Jae Jin Lee Jae Jin Lee Jae Jin Lee Jae Jin

Choi Jong Hoon Choi Jong Hoon Choi Jong Hoon Choi Jong Hoon

Choi Min Hwan Choi Min Hwan Choi Min Hwan Choi Min Hwan

1; 2; 3; 4 ;5 Order of Preference

Guitarist/Vocal!!!; Vocal; Bass; Guitar/Piano; Drums What they do~

:]

Here's a pictureee~

of my best.friend

tearss...

Song Seung Hyun

Dear mosquitovampire~

I am completely heartbroken; today my post/s were meant to be cheerful but this bit of news just killed me, it's as if I died again. I'm still making weird noises and might actually cry but I highly doubt that's going to happen...

Song Seung Hyun is my only friend. Lee Hong Ki too, but.... (nothing~LOL)

Anyways preparing for English speech tomorrow, we probably won't even finish and some people will get Monday; that's very unfair. Tomorrow we have our Community Service and I think I'm just going to bring in a bag of *wait for it* CHOCOLATESS, since my mum has like 30 bags at home... For Vietnam.

Too afraid to go onto Allkpop now because I don't want to see that picture (in previous post) in case I might really cry at least one litre of tears and my heart is in pain, I'm a vampire so you don't know what it feels like to be heartbroken, I heard my heart shatter.

Julia said that we will be together (vampire life now) and I said that he broke up with me because he found out that I was a vampire. She said that he's going through a slutty phase; slightly offended me.

><

ARRRGHHH..(quiet but very high pitched, I'll give an example tomorrow.)

oppa~ hwaiting!

This is just a post post from the shock of finding the confirmation of Jonghyun's girlfriend. I cry inside but I wish him the best of luck in his relationship; I'm not stalking by the way so yahh...

:( *quietly runs to corner and cries!!*

a bit dramatic but you know I only say these things.

If you want to understand what I'm talking about click the link below:
http://www.allkpop.com/2010/10/shin-se-kyung-shinees-jonghyun-confirmed-to-be-dating

But in all seriousness these weird screams and whines and whimpers keep coming out me while I'm typing this and it's not on purpose... *screammm*

accchhhhhhh...

hmmmmmm!!!!

ahhhhhh!!!

ohhhhhh!!!!!!

*tears*

GoodLuck
Kim Jong Hyun & Shin Se Kyung

*sigh*

seriously...

awww...that's so sweet~

Dear mosquitovampire,

OMG!!! I was curious about this Japanese band because they're currently promoting in Korea, so I looked up their official YouTube sight and this is what I see; make sure you watch the WHOLE thing, it gets worse as it goes along; two of them kiss! on the lipsss!!! :O

So after you've finished watching that! I hope you haven't been scarred from J-pop. I myself am NOT a big fan. But this! group's sister group, SDN48 has a very addictive but weird/bad song called GAGAGA, they haven't debuted yet and apparently they are going for the 'adult-idol' concept, but their PV/MV isn't THIS! slutty!!

Anyways, I am VERY VERY VERY disappointed with myself that I was unable to receive a single award this year, this means that I'm a hopeless student who should do better because she doesn't try her best everyday. I guess if you asked everyone in the asian group they would probably agree with it. *sigh* Nothing ever seems to go my way, nothing. Not even liking Jonghyun went my way, even though it WAS a BIT out of my reach.

Since you guys already know my sad life story (of my life so farr); I'll just list some of the things that I want for my birthday present/s. (I didn't number them because I'm not sure about the order of preference.)

• big plushh toy - pikachu;asian things, round white thing with leaf on its head?? sanrio.
• something special that I can keep and treasure forever
• one of those shirts that Anh has
• pokemon DS game
• pens; not gel pens; kukumalu ruler; so I can fit in xDD; pacers??; new pencilcase stationery
  this is only because my mum is too lazy to drive me anywhere... tsktsk
• iTunes cardthingy
• K-pop CD
• you can if you really want to; CHOCOLATE

Or anything else that you want to give me; I don't really mind or care.

I don't really mind it if you guys put in money and buy me one thing, it doesn't really matter if I get nothing. :] I'm just glad that I can spend my birthday with the people that I love most! xDD

This is starting to get really soppy in my mind, so I'm just going to end it here for now, but maybe you should consider giving me some sort of present... (especially you Julia ><)

reminder: I'm a failure.

byeee~ sleep tight and don't let the bed bugs bite

cryingg.

julia; linda; julie; lisa.

blondehairedone; brownhairedone; purplebluehaired one; pinkhairedone

this is onlyy some of the asians in the worlddd~

Dear mosquitovampire~

So angry right now at the thought of not receiving a single award this year. I tried my hardest but I tried without teachers noticing the amount of effort I put in. I'm not saying that you guys only got the award because you're nerds who talk to teachers, but maybe it's just that I can't live up to the ridiculous 'nerd' name that a few seem to call me.

People in Maths seem to have stopped asking for my help; which makes me feel saddened because I like to help people; it makes me feel good about myself and makes me think that I'm doing something to help the world (LOL don't know how though??).

Currently scaring Nam on MSN by calling her a GODD and calling her uber-smart (which isn't working if you were wondering~). Just remembered that I have to bring $3.50 tomorrow, I don't even know what I bought, so if you know please notify me about what I am paying forr!! Some sort of poison was it?

Right now I crave for some blood, and Julia isn't on and I feel lonely all over again... I need Kim to go on SKYPE so we can do my assignment; although we DO have 4 more weeks to finish writing a short story, but i need to start and get half of my BP trvel assignment done; wonder what the outcome will be for the so-called 'imaginary' trip to South Korea/Seoul.

pshhh... I'm gonna steal the assignment back and use it for when I graduate and REALLY go there!!! ( doubt it....)

Feeling really bad from the Maths test last Friday, feels like I relived it again today... But I'm pretty sure that I failed and my marks are going to drop down to a C and a C is a FAIL!!!! I'm at like some sort of B+ or A and a B+ if like...'you're fucking gonna die if you're parents find out that you're failing... it's bad enough that you can't get an A for any other subject let alone Maths, you're a fricken failure!!!" - that's what their eyes say but this is what the y say - " you need to try your best or else when you get to grade 11 and 12 your grades won't be high enough and you mightn't be able to be want you want and make enough money to sustain a good life..."

My dream is to become a doctor but even more or maybe the same I want to become a singer. It's sad that I can't really sing, and also that my grades RIGHT NOW aren't up to an OP1 standard so I'm not sure where my life in reality is going and although I'm still young I'm really worried about what my life is going to be like if my grades and my shyness stay the same all throughout high school!

My expectations of myself are too low...tOO lOWWW!!

I'll be a nobody by the time I get to university; it'll probably be impossible for me to even get into University of Queensland!

woe is I...

Congratulations to you guys who received an award, I wish I could receive one too...

><

dudeee.....

no topic really...

Dear mosquitovampire,

I woke up and finished reading the last 21 chapters of Skullduggery Pleasant: Playing With Fire, took me exactly 2 hours, that's scaryy! Anyways before that I woke up at 8, and played Pokemon until the DS turned off (forgot to save!!), then read and yahhh.

Umma kept nagging me to do useless stuff, like eating. She's always like - " you eat too much!" but today she was like - "hurry up and eat already, jeezz". weird right?? My sister and I help umma wash the car, and my sister ran inside and had some random crying fit over nothing!~~
^.^ It was noisy but hilarious.

I started watching 'Cinderella Man' aswell, Yoona is quite the actress, very realistic and believable~
Watched up to episode 4 and then started typing this post up.

I haven't done my SOSE homework and I hope Kim won't yell at me because I forgot to finish the outline for HPE, once again I'm stressing out for nothing, execept for BP maybe and the upcoming SCIENCE test aswell, and the upcoming pianoexam...

congratulationnssss~ (??) xDD

lies.

funnyy~

oppa~

Dear mosquitovampire~

Today was extremely eventful...

1. Woke up ( 10am?? earlier than usual)
2. Played Pokemon Diamond on DS
3. Ate food
4. Brushed my teeth xDD
5. Watched Staurday Disney
6. Went to North Shore
7. Went home
8. Did stuff at home
9. whatever I'm doing now... blogging

Recently I've been randomly blurting out in song "I'll be back" by 2PM. It's seriously addictive. And 'It's Too Late" keeps popping out aswell... Co-Ed's newest song sounds exactly like Lady Gaga's- Telephone ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R00qUcWF1GU)

I'm watching JAWS right now and I thought it was going to be really scary, but there's just a lot of blood. It makes me crave for a glass of some blood, preferably Juliaaarah's bluurd~~
^.^

There's not really much to talk about and maybe that's why I have so many short paragraphss..
But there's lots to worry and stress about; bp; science; english; hpe; soseresults; mathsresults; pianoexam; whatmyresultswillbe; semesterreportcard...;life;birthdays';presents;makingafriend...

~au revoir~

dedication to Kim's QUOTES!! ^.^

~chemical reactions
~you're the magnesium to my hydrochloric acid
~I'm hydrochloric acid and you're the magnesium and when you're on me we react violently!!! (not exactly what she said..)

~ ^.^ because i forgot.

disappointed.

*dayyummmn*

Dear mosquitovampire,

If you want to know why I have another picture of JONGHYUN~ it's because I only have 4 pictures on my laptop because the rest are in the recycle bin not yet restored....

Anyways, it's almost my birthday and I'm starting to feel really old. All my life I thought that I could stay young forever, but now I feel mentally OLD. Which could be a sign that I might still have growth hormones (to grow TALLER!!! ^.^) but it also means that I'm going to die soon (again...).

If you don't know how old I'm turning this year it's 501 years old! So young, yet so OLD.

Today my vampire emotions got a bit mixed up as ms.dalton called out the list of names for the people who would be getting awards. CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL OF YOU WHO MAKE ME FEEL STUPIDD-ER!! YOU DID WELL TO GET AN AWARD THIS YEARR, KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK! When she didn't call my name I could feel the adrenaline rush and almost threw the desk at her, but I stopped very quickly.

Can't wait for Nam's birthday as well! Do you think that I can't sing?? Because it's true, no matter how hard I try I can't get the pitch, the note, or even the sound!! keke~~ I'm so pro at exaggerations right??

If you think I post too much it's because I have a lot to say, it's just that I bottle half of it up during the day...

Hope that I can get through the year without getting yelled at by any teacher (again?).

~ANYEONGG

amazing.

AHHHHH!!!! isn't that cuteee??~

Dear mosquitovampire~

The thing I remember best from today was a TRANSPOSITION joke in Maths!! It was pretty lame.

Anyways I don't have a good feeling about this blog, then again i never have a good feeling since I'm such a depressing being. But it's fun being depressing because people get surprised easily and they start screaming at you because their wussiess....

Talking to Sabrina made me think of zebras [what does J have anything to do with zebras??]

I have so much to do in order to get through this term/week; BP, Science, Maths, English, piano exam soon, and more evill.

I feel like crap and so useless because I didn't get a Diligence Award, makes me feel like I'm a student who does crap for crap... Don't want to do anything anymoree.... ;(

Finally found out what Sabrina's middle name was... It was such an obvious answer, makes me feel so stupidd...

mosquitovampire FTW!!!

Hope you liked my first post!!