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Dear mosquitovampire~
So angry right now at the thought of not receiving a single award this year. I tried my hardest but I tried without teachers noticing the amount of effort I put in. I'm not saying that you guys only got the award because you're nerds who talk to teachers, but maybe it's just that I can't live up to the ridiculous 'nerd' name that a few seem to call me.
People in Maths seem to have stopped asking for my help; which makes me feel saddened because I like to help people; it makes me feel good about myself and makes me think that I'm doing something to help the world (LOL don't know how though??).
Currently scaring Nam on MSN by calling her a GODD and calling her uber-smart (which isn't working if you were wondering~). Just remembered that I have to bring $3.50 tomorrow, I don't even know what I bought, so if you know please notify me about what I am paying forr!! Some sort of poison was it?
Right now I crave for some blood, and Julia isn't on and I feel lonely all over again... I need Kim to go on SKYPE so we can do my assignment; although we DO have 4 more weeks to finish writing a short story, but i need to start and get half of my BP trvel assignment done; wonder what the outcome will be for the so-called 'imaginary' trip to South Korea/Seoul.
pshhh... I'm gonna steal the assignment back and use it for when I graduate and REALLY go there!!! ( doubt it....)
Feeling really bad from the Maths test last Friday, feels like I relived it again today... But I'm pretty sure that I failed and my marks are going to drop down to a C and a C is a FAIL!!!! I'm at like some sort of B+ or A and a B+ if like...'you're fucking gonna die if you're parents find out that you're failing... it's bad enough that you can't get an A for any other subject let alone Maths, you're a fricken failure!!!" - that's what their eyes say but this is what the y say - " you need to try your best or else when you get to grade 11 and 12 your grades won't be high enough and you mightn't be able to be want you want and make enough money to sustain a good life..."
My dream is to become a doctor but even more or maybe the same I want to become a singer. It's sad that I can't really sing, and also that my grades RIGHT NOW aren't up to an OP1 standard so I'm not sure where my life in reality is going and although I'm still young I'm really worried about what my life is going to be like if my grades and my shyness stay the same all throughout high school!
My expectations of myself are too low...tOO lOWWW!!
I'll be a nobody by the time I get to university; it'll probably be impossible for me to even get into University of Queensland!
woe is I...
Congratulations to you guys who received an award, I wish I could receive one too...
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